Poetry

Confessing Confusion :)

Okay day,
felt sadness taken over by numbness.
futures but always close friends forever,
for now...
gaining trust, no stress.
erase everything that happened...
move forward...
self confidence...
worry...dont let it happen.
move past it all ...should I?
Hiding? From what, who?
Loving? How?
place of peace
me myself and i
we, us and willingness
future.... i wish i knew...
but i can altar it however i wish.
giving up?
never.
confusing?
always.


Written by:
Kyla Edmondson

This Blank Page:

Replaced thoughts of who we are in truth these days
have taken over ideas of now that determine tomorrow
This page filled with the space of a blank mind...
impossible to fill when you were the only one there
taken over and invisible
leaving nothing left for me to fill these lines.
Due to an undertaken heart
nothing stands as these walls fall down
like weakness of mind they'll crumble.
The barriers to this life can no longer be disguised
as something stronger than my inner passions' outbreak.
Everything lost and forgotten in your eyes
seems to be the thing i long to find.
These pages of my life are thinning
only regrets fill the spaces left empty.
This blank page
the only copy of my life
unfilled with truths of life's mistakes.
Line after line, my heart stands half full 
my mind stares into a blank shadow of white.
Page after page,
turning everything inside out
I'm searchin for the words to stain this blank page...


Written by:
Kyla Marie Edmondson




Hidden Light


Dear rain,
your down pour only brings me sadness,
you only make it harder to let go.


Let go now. I can't.


Dear Sun
please come back to me,
shine your light in my life.
bring me home, help me let go.


Let go now. I can't.


Dear clouds,
you hide the light within,
please let it go.
i need to see your shine,
let go now. you won't.


Dear me,
let go of the clouds that pour rain and let your light shine bright.


I can't. I won't.


You can. I can't.


I can. You will.


Written by:
Kyla Marie Edmondson


Hello:

Hello, who am i?
Hello, who are you?
I am me, you are you,
could we be one?


Hello? Where am i?
Hello? Where are you?
Here I am, with you...
i think...i thought...


Who knows?
Maybe this is real...
or fake....
nothing.


Goodbye. Im leaving.
Goodbye. Ill be waiting. </3


Written by:
Kyla Marie Edmondson

A closing curtain

Here's my bow to you congratulations I lift my lantern for you
Here's my bow to you congratulations I tip my hat to you
Congratulations, you've won a game I never wanted to play.


Far behind the world I barely knew is a place I have yet to experience, somewhere beyond the hidden light...
theres better days ahead,
If I trusted once, I will trust twice, but three times will become a broken charm...
Life beyond today is something to believe in,
but tomorrows yesterday is all that's in my head...
I can't remember the dreams I had a minute ago,
the thought burned out like a flame in wind...
I will hold on, tightly,
I won't let go, but I will not pretend,
that I can ever believe in love again...
i will believe in love again...


Written by:
Kyla Marie Edmondson