who knew...a look inside my brain

who knew this world could be so wonderful, cold, inviting, backstabbing, life changing, soul moving, heart warming, and lonely at times. These are just a few of my thoughts at the moment... but as i lay here trying to figure what it is exactly that i'm really trying to concentrate on... i have more and more random thoughts... like right now... even though its not...i like to pretend my life is a movie... daily i feel like i'm starring in my own reality series... my life...lol... yeah... it's an interesting thought... some people say that when they read my writing they think i have add or i'm on some kind of drug.. but i'm not. my mind just likes to go crazy sometimes... i'm just one of the few people who aren't afraid to show it and let these thoughts flow onto paper... sometimes when i'm laying down and i can't find sleep...i just hink... think of everything there is to think about.. sometimes it's about people i miss, people i like, people i dislike, places i want to go, things i want to do...etc... it's funny how life can make the brain start to really get to work with all these crazy thoughts.... i could type for hours... just about nothing or everything.. mostly my thoughts are what i like to type there are very rare occassions when i type beause i have to ... well i guess that's all i'm going to share... but... im gonna get some shut eye